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money, is it important???

iam sure all of u will say YESS.. hahahaha

coz i will say it too..

but will u make money as ur priority in ur life???

hemm.. I am sure some will say Yes, and some will say NO..

for myself.. NO…. yes I need money. but I wont make it as my priority..

actually this theme is based on today lesson from God.. hahahahaha

I have a job and I need more salary.. the salary from my job now isnt enough for me… and I am planning to have another job.. but when i read this theme. it’s shocking me

will money give me the satisfaction???

the answer is not..

LOVE.. ONLY LOVE THAT CAN GIVE ME THE LIFE SATISFACTION

i dont want to get work like a crazy woman than I lose my relation with my God, my family and my friends because i dont have any time to spent with them.. yeahhh money is important. but I wont be a  slave of money..

i wont sacrifice my relation with my family, my God and my friends, just for money??

without money. i stil can be happy…

even i have a thousand million on my account but if I dont have them.. iam nothing…

well. i wont make it a reason to be a lazy person.. just get the enlightment from this.. money isnt as important like what u think…

if u think, u need more money.. share it to another.. u know.. the blesses will come to u. when u give the bless to another.. that’s what i learned.. God want to use us.. to give the blesses to another…

so people.. read this.. MONEY IS IMPORTANT.. BUT DONT EVER MAKE IT AS UR GOD..

INVEST UR TIME IN GOD AND UR FAMILY… SO UR LIFE WILL BE WORTH.. U WILL FEEL SUCH A HAPPINESS WHEN U CAN SHARE UR BLESSES TO ANOTHER…

sometimes I am so confuse with myself.. i love to complain.. iam trying so much not to complain. but why it is so hard..

u know guys??

today, God told me to give thanks and stop complaining

iam realize, myself has complain too many.. maybe if i compared it.. it is 70 % of complaining and only 30% of give thanks..

ooo my gosh. why i just realize it now..??

am i too late God to change my bad habbit??

God has give me so many blesses but me??

always complaining???

hemmmmmmmm…. i totally need to change…

i always think that iam too bad as a people.. i am rarely to count my blesses..

sorry so much God for all of that.. I will try to change it.. coz I know, U will be so sad. hemm….

today i went to church and find something interesting.

the evangelist of my church has told me about the new year resolution and the way to conduct the fear

i decided to have 3 resolution

1. i will graduate with the GPA which is <2

2. i will find the job after 2 weeks my graduate..

3. i want to be active not eksis

these’re my resolution for 2010

ofcourse be more close with my savior is my purpose in life

in 2010.. everything looked so mysterious and seem there is only a little hope in front of me

honestly, i little fear about my future.. bu i know, i need to do something and change

yess.. God want me to achieve my goals with my efforts and His bless.. that sounds good right..

you do your best and God will do the rest…

hahahahah

this quote is still eksis till now..

yesss.. when you do your best, God will see it and give you YOur Bless..

never doubt with HIs incredible plan that He has made in you…

yes God..

i wanna believe with you

i wanna walk with you in the uncertainty of 2010

i wanna closer with you…

yess God…..

hahahahhah

weelll thanks alot for your favorness in me…

i love You so much with all my heart….

^,^

today. i got a fact about love….

i was falled in love with someone who doesn’t has same faith with me…

honestly.. it really became a dillema for myself….

i love him..

but i am more love my God…

actually i’ve already decide to choose my God..

but the reality is.. i’ve building a relationship with those man but without statue….

actually i enjoyed each moment…

but suddenly my friend has told me about the fact that i’ve been ignored for a specified period of time

my friend told me.. with build an intens communication with him, you’ve already chose he that your God..

wowwwwwwww!!!!!!1 that’s quite made me shock..

because as I know, i’ve already chose my God than those man…

but actually iam not..

weelll

honestly

SO HARD TO NOT COMMUNICATE WITH him

but I know, i should do that…

because I need to keep myself for someone that God has already prepared for me..

again SO HARD to believe that God has already prepared a soulmate for me

but I know..

when you give your love scenario to God.. you need to believe that He will make a wonderful love story for you

I really want to believe in Him..

please God

give me a faith… I really need a faith to believe something that is still mysterious and uncertain in my life…

amin….

God’s will and plan.., may be when you see those title.. you will say..

“yeahh,, i have followed wat God has planned in me, I had obey His plan and his passion in me”

but is this true??

are you sure that you’ve already done  God’s will and not your will???

I do believe in God’s will in me…

is that true??

are you already followed Him with all your heart…?

i must say honestly

most of us.. do what “God’s will” with our nature selfish…

we’ve thought that it was what God’ wanted us to do.. we make sure ourself that God asked us to do this..

but actually we aren’t realize that we ‘ve already done something that God really didn’t like it…

okayy

I know it really hard to know is it really WHAT GOD WANT US TO DO IN MY LIFE..

but can you take a moment to talk individually with your God and ask Him,, is it really what He want us to do in our life…

and for His plan.. I know it’s quite mysterious and uncertain..

myself actually has lose hope for a moment

but hallelujah

I got my faith again

I know… it’s really hard to believe there is something amazing in our future..

for example: for the one that still waiting for MR.Right in her life… sometimes girl will lose her patient to wait someone from God.. because everything seems to be so uncertain.. girls often afraid about their future.. some questions has came to their mind like

1. who was my Mr. right that God has prepared one for me?

2. what will he look? is he georgeous?

3.  How will I meet my man? in a comedian way or romantic way?

4. where will I meet him.. is it in a romantic place like what i’ve been dreamed before?

5. how many children will I have with my man?

6 the last question but the point from all of it.. how long should i wait for God’s time..???

some girls are afraid that they will not meet their Mr.right for a long period of time…

honestly.. I am one of them.. I really afraid , will I meet him? is he really available for me? is he real or just an immagination?

all of this questions are came to my mind…

it’s really hard to believe in His ways…

but when I doubt in Him, HE Show HIS amazing love in me..

i just got my faith and i believe again in HIm…

you just need to trust Him in all your path in life

Gbu

most of people still ask about the failure that they got and then blamed God for all the failure that they got…

is it fair?

are u sure that God hasn’t help you at all.?

God always with you in every situation.. have you felt his presence?

did you thought that God has the responsible for all the failure that happened in your life>

NOOOOOO

God always has something to do in our life….

the problem is, sometimes, you just did the job with half your heart…

if you want the best result.. give your best…. n the you will be satisfy..

just like me.. i have tests at my college… at that time, i felt so lazy and than i just studied with half of my heart..

as a result, i think all of you can guess what happened to my tests.. lot of subject didn’t get in the maximal result..

you knowwww… i felt so disapponted at that time…. i just regret, why i wasn’t study heart…

i wasss so disappointed……

so you can see the problem clearly now.. that isn’t because of God didn’t want to help you.. but the question is

“HAVE YOU DID YOUR BEST?”

you should answer that question…

when you do your best.. GOD WILL MAKE AWAY…

My Dad.. Almighty God…

I want to be your child now and forever..

i have a daddy in this world, and i have one in heaven too.. that is YOU… Almighty God..

Thank you for Your biggest love in my life which is represented by Jesus, Your son.

Through Jesus, my sin has not been counting again, so..our  “father and child” relationship can be reconciled..

when i am alone and feel that nobody love me , just You that still be my side..

You never leave me,

eventhough for a minute, for a second, You never leave me alone…

You know all my suffer and broken heart feeling that i have felt

You always give the best plan for my life..

Simply because ..

You are my Father..

Thank you Father, Almighty God….

With give thank and love

Your Child

oh my God…

feel so hard…

i dont know wat i should do with my life

every day is looked so boring……………

nothing is interesting to me

but thanks my Lord…

today..

i’m so busy

there is a presentation today,

n the problem is i haven’t collect all slides from my friend.

so dizzy………………………………..

help me my Lord……………………………..