today. i got a fact about love….

i was falled in love with someone who doesn’t has same faith with me…

honestly.. it really became a dillema for myself….

i love him..

but i am more love my God…

actually i’ve already decide to choose my God..

but the reality is.. i’ve building a relationship with those man but without statue….

actually i enjoyed each moment…

but suddenly my friend has told me about the fact that i’ve been ignored for a specified period of time

my friend told me.. with build an intens communication with him, you’ve already chose he that your God..

wowwwwwwww!!!!!!1 that’s quite made me shock..

because as I know, i’ve already chose my God than those man…

but actually iam not..

weelll

honestly

SO HARD TO NOT COMMUNICATE WITH him

but I know, i should do that…

because I need to keep myself for someone that God has already prepared for me..

again SO HARD to believe that God has already prepared a soulmate for me

but I know..

when you give your love scenario to God.. you need to believe that He will make a wonderful love story for you

I really want to believe in Him..

please God

give me a faith… I really need a faith to believe something that is still mysterious and uncertain in my life…

amin….